i hate being questioned when i comes to the friendship i give.

im not trying to think y things have to be this way.

i have a nice family wholoves me so much despite of the things i usually do.

i have lots of friends.

but i can never stop myself to become a friend to some1 i really treasure as one of my closest friends during my freshemen years.

I do not quite know y i am being question.

i quite don't know y i have to remain still to protect her.

my dignity is crashed by some1 related to her.

i can't explain myself. i can't say anything.

yes, for the nth tym... i can't say or argue with that some1 because i love my friend.

i kept quiet because theres nothing to explain nor is there something to defend.

i kept my silence and it really hurts to be questioned this way if all i did was to be a true friend.

its now how long or how deep is our friendship...

its a matter of what we have.

i treasured her along with my other friends...

i fight for them...

i protect them...

i love them so much...

i will die for friendship because its what keeps me going aside from my family.

my friends are my 2nd family.

they complete the being i have...

they are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.

i keep them in what they call HEART because they make me smile when things starts to dim.

they give me strength...

they became my family here when i needed a family to talk to.

they are the FRIENDS i have.

i thank god for having them.

but please do not question me and my fidelity.

i have done my part as a friend.

i will do everything to help them out.

i can be the person they need.

i so sorry if i am your friend.

tell me to stop being one and i will if it is really what you want and if it is really right.

tell me wat to do...

i can't think ryt coz for the very first time in my entire life, i my being was questioned.

for the very first time in my entire life, i asked myself if wat i did for my friends' sakes are right.

i never took anything away from them.

i never did so.

im bitter because i am starting to question my own identity as a friend and as being.

my parents did everything to mold me to some1 who is dignified and righteous.

i was sent to a catholic school for 12years.

i enjoyed the company of nuns who molded me to be a dignified and rigtheous being.

i for one enjoyed being dignified and rigtheous.

i did thing accordingly but now i question myself if i am worth to be a friend.

do i deserve friends?

i know i do but due to unavoidable circumstances, you questioned me and NOW I AM DOUBTING MYSELF.

god knows i didn't do anything.

god knows how bitter i am now...

but i will still keep myself silent on all these issues because i love my friend.

don't tell me to stop being her friend...

let her tell me...